One Week

Dear Ashley,

Sory I haven't written here in a while! For some reason, my office computer's browser shuts down after I save a blog entry. Weird. Maybe I should write before other people start trickling into the office; I guess it might have to do with some firewall issues or what have you.

Anyway, it's been a week since your passing. When I think about it, I get sad once more. I know that eventually, the weeks will turn into months, and the months will turn into years. Right now, your presence hovers over us and I can feel it. But who knows how long it will last? What if, before we know it, you will be reduced to nothing but a fond memory that will get us to smile every once in a while? I don't want that to happen.

In my heart of hearts, you're just as alive as ever. I can see you lying down with one paw crossed over the other. I can hear your bark as you anticipate the arrival of either of our two cars. I can hear you slurping up your water dish with rhythm. I can see your smiling eyes. I can feel the smoothness and softness of your jet black fur.

Even with the possible arrival of a new puppy, you will not be forgotten, Ash. I refuse to let that happen. When we train the pup, you'll be there. When we take her for her first walk, you'll be there. When she mates and whelps for the first time, you'll be there.

And I know you'll be there for the rest of Shadow's life, too.

More importantly, you'll be there for me, too.

I hope Doggie Heaven is treating you real well, Ash! Eat as many Beggin' Strips as you can! The one with cheese, if the other dogs don't beat you to it! Oh, and now, you can have chocolate! Go and indulge! There may be doggie-style M&Ms just waiting for you!

Gotta go have breakfast first! Be back to write soon!

Love you, Shling-Shlong!